confessions #1 feelings

so a few weeks ago i told my friend that i like him...and what did he say? he fucking laughed. i was sooo upset...i just about cried....i mean at least we're still friends...but he doesnt talk to me like he used to. i guess i totally fucked this up huh...god why do people always laugh at me when i tell them how i feel? its really not funny....am i the only one who has to deal with that? please god tell me i'm not...